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Thursday, July 03, 2008

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 14:10:32 GMT

Sweet, thanks to Mark, I can still use the old way!! This is a little better.

Except now, I have no clue what to write.

Juice is worth the squeeze.

-justin

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 23:05:20 GMT

It took me ten minutes to find out how to post a new update.

WTF XANGA?!

Why would they make it this complicated?

I'm working on another script/story combo when I'm not busy filming my movie. I was going to post it on here, like days of old...but I'm not sure.

Nobody really checks this out.

I wish people would check out my blogspot.
http://she-gave-me-a-pen.blogspot.com

You can comment that and just check the "anonymous" box and sign your name.
There might be another option without making an account, I forget.

The juice is worth the squeeze.

-justin

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 14:28:06 GMT

I just can't get with these changes.

My more serious blogspot, for all my new writing, is http://she-gave-me-a-pen.blogspot.com

You don't need a blogspot to comment them. Just check "anonymous" or "name/url" and make sure you sign your name so I know who it is.

Life's been crazy lately. I've been really experimenting with doing things differently. I look at everything around me, and I can't get with those changes, either.

I'm working on my own zombie film this summer. The script is about 1/2 way done, I've got 23 people interested, and I'm editing it with Final Cut Pro on a Mac Notebook.

Free DVDs for the people that help, and I'm strongly considering, maybe, possibly, selling DVDs for maybe 3 bucks to anyone who's interested.

I'm not doing this to make a profit though, or even to make back the money I'm investing into it. I'm doing this to give me something for my portfolio, and to have a lot of fun while seeing if the film scene is truly for me.

Here's to awesomeness.

Again, check out the blogspot and comment anything on there. It'd be much obliged.

Juice is worth the squeeze.

-justin

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 23:45:29 GMT

I hate all these changes to xanga. Honestly.

I got a job, wrote many many more songs, working on several pieces of writing, getting a crew to film this summer, going to get my license, and some other stuff.

It's an interesting life, that which I lead.

I really just wanted to update, to try to get back in the xanga spirit. But idk...I'm not really liking all these changes.

Juice is worth the squeeze.

-justin

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Sun, 13 Jan 2008 18:38:33 GMT

"What a mess, we've gotta make..."

It's been an interesting time. A lot of choices to be made, some that have some hefty effects on me.

Here's hoping I can pull it off.

Juice is worth the squeeze.

-justin

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 02:02:44 GMT

Alright. So today, let's talk about....

Sex.

I've done the occasional sex blog before. About how you shouldn't run from your pregnant girlfriend, etc.

But today, it's just a sex thing.

Some people will tell you how virginity is God's greatest gift. Some people will tell you you have to wait till marriage. Some people scare you with disease tales. Some people tell you doing it before marriage is a complete unforgivable sin.

I think, however, that not doing it because of a reason like that, is wrong.

I won't lie. I don't go around making it seem like I do it. I may make the odd joke, but I'm a proud V. I do it for MYSELF. Not for my future wife. Not for God. Not for my health, not for my friends, not for Kelly, not for my parents. For MYSELF.

Teens lately do it for multitudes of reasons. They say they are "ready". They say the others "don't understand." They say their love is "different, special."

That's a load of bullshit, and I think everyone and their mom knows it.

Teens lately say that sex "enhances their relationship." "We're better off with it!" "Oh, I know he loves me, we did it!"

That, again, is bullshit.

Teens let their emotions and the moment carry them away. We all know how it is. It's getting heavy. There's passion, there's looks in eyes, there's wandering hands.

But if every damn time I felt like doing it, if every damn time I was in a "moment", I did it, do you realize how many times I'd have done it?!

Sex is another temptation. I'm not saying this in a biblical sense. I'm saying this in a REAL sense. Some people feel the moment is right, some people feel they need to rob banks! Most people DON'T do this.

It's the same with sex.

And from my experience, any sexual thing will tear you apart.

You feel guilty. You feel like you owe something to the other person. You feel like you can't leave them, because, hey, you had sex! You're SUPPOSED to be together forever!

It eats at both people. One of them comes to expect it all the time. One of them comes to bragging about it.

Make up sex is supposedly one of the hottest things around.

Trust me. I've had plenty of make up stuff. I'm just fine where I'm at.

The make up sex, while you're still in the emotionally unstable(and don't lie and say you're not. Everyone can vouch for this---you are emotionally unstable as a teenager. Even the most mature of us are.) stage of life, does NOT make up for shit!

All it does is put a bandaid on it. Andthen, it becomes another thing to fight about.

If you solve all your arguments with sex, well by God, you're a moron.

So, while I don't believe you're a complete sinner if you have premarital sex, I think you owe it to yourself to not do it. You save yourself a shitload of time, worry, maybe money, if you just wait.

And that's all I have to say about that. Merry Christmas Eve Eve Eve.
If you have anything else to ask, just ask.
And I'll gladly take blog requests. Wanna know my view on something? Wanna see a blog written by me on something? Just lemme know.

Juice is worth the squeeze.

-justin

Sunday, December 09, 2007

Sun, 09 Dec 2007 03:38:56 GMT

In one hour and 20 minutes, it will be exactly a year.

A year ago, Cale came over to my house.

We had this great girl, name of Kelly, on the phone.

I(meaning, he knew I wanted to, took the phone from me and asked her for me without me realizing it till he asked it), asked her out.

And now, with the exception of 1.5 months, we have been dating exactly a year.

It's been a hell of a ride, and it has no signs of stopping.

It's great.

Here's to December 8th. Here's to relationships. Here's to me, to Kelly, to me AND Kelly, as individuals and a couple.

The juice, was, is, and will be, worth the squeeze.

-justin

Sunday, December 02, 2007

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 05:13:44 GMT

I hung out tonight with some good friends. Let's just say, Smyrna is actually a fun place.

Snow Day comes on in an hour. Hell yes. Today has been PERFECT.

1)watched zoolander.
2)goofed around w/my dad.
3)had taco bell.
4)went to alexanna's.
5)goofed around smyrna.
6)watched Blades of Glory.
7)watched Little Miss Sunshine.
8)presently watching Jungle 2 Jungly
9)gonna watch snow day soon.

Will I get much sleep? No way.

But dang, it'll be worth it. It's just been a great great day. Heck, this w hole week has been fun.

Thursdays and Saturdays are my favorite. Honestly.

Juice IS worth the squeeze. Never fckn forget it.

-justin

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 02:18:19 GMT

Saw a good friend of mine I haven't seen in 2 years tonight. It was a lot of fun.

Then, I passed a concert. But, I couldn't go, since I don't drive and wouldn't have a way home.

Then I come home to find out that I woulda had a ride home if I'd just gone in.

Damn it.

I really get in these ruts lately...I hate it, cause it makes me such a whiner. But I get in these ruts where I can't do anything with anyone cause I don't have a license. It bugs me so much, honestly.

Juice is worth the squeeze.

-justin

Friday, November 16, 2007

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 14:55:01 GMT

Well...

Doctor's appt. this afternoon...I'm putting my money on me having strep.

Took the day off of school.

Report cards came out. And, once again, the majority of the grades are A's.

But, once again, I really don't put any stock in "grades".

I fell asleep before Scrubs and The Office last night...woke up to catch the last minute of Scrubs :(

And it's not online yet. :(

Give me a day or two so I can write up this idea I've hadfor a while. Till then, have a song I wrote Monday night..parts of it are really cheesy, but I like the general idea.

"The Truth"

My heart's an open book
so won't you read it baby?
you're the only words
do ya understand what I'm saying?

Open your eyes and look into mine
I promise you I'd never tell you a lie
Of course my apologies are just words
but I hope ya understand I mean 'em more
than I've meant anything before
than I've meant anything before

Don't walk away
with anything other than happiness
on your face
I hope ya know
there ain't another person that could take
your place

Your jealousy is hurting me
just like that sight probably got to you
you're having positive effects on me
it's odd since we live in such
a negative world
such a negative world

I know you walk my way
with anger and sadness on your face
and it's my job to make it go away
Relax, you say
but it's so damn hard to do it in this place

And it's sucking all of my energy out
it's getting to me and wearing me down
and I'm holding onto you
you're the only thing that's true
and it's getting to me and breaking me down
knocking me over and turning me around
so I'm holding onto you
oh you're the only thing that's true

Juice is worth the squeeze.

-justin